As soon as i heard the words I was not expecting, my heart stopped and the tears flowed. “You will never be able to bare children.” i sat there and envisioned what life might be like for me.
the hardest thing for me to accept because I was raised a fearless lion,
who has always made the impossible possible. And for the first time, I
felt I could not change something with my faith.
I learned to
accept things the way they were because it seemed pointless to think
about it. Since that day, nothing has been impossible. My life has
been extraordinary. The fortune I have built in my life has been
phenomenal. But still, there are days where I wonder what kind of
mother I would have been…
The other day, I was talking with my
mother and she said something so meaningful to me that I felt that same
type of heart-stopping feeling and again, tears stained my face. She
said, “All the experience gained from this life time will a good mother
make you in the next”
My mother and I have come a long way in our relationship. I treasure her for the great woman she doesn’t even know she is.
What a lovely thought for all women who cannot bare children. We’re in training to be good mothers in our next life time.